12月10日

D102：

補(bǔ)脾經(jīng)400次

補(bǔ)腎經(jīng)300次

總筋200次

Sleep time （ST）--?10:40

12月11日

ST--10:15

12月12日

D103:

補(bǔ)脾經(jīng)450次

牙關(guān)30次

太沖150次

入睡過程過長(zhǎng)

10:10上床，10:40入睡。

12月13日

10:15入睡

今天媽媽早下班，一整晚吃吃聊聊，好開心哪~

12月14日

10:35入睡

12月15日

10:45入睡

12月16日

10:45入睡

12月17日

10:30入睡

12月18日

9:05入睡

12月19日

10:20入睡

周五提前4點(diǎn)半下班和E,R一起去吃晚餐，很多工作上的事情來不及處理完，只好匆匆收了電腦。周六急著回松江家里，沒有帶電腦。昨日半夜還在記掛沒有回復(fù)ROB的郵件。今天趕回莘莊9點(diǎn)多，安頓好小朋友后，還是決定一定要網(wǎng)站信箱回復(fù)ROB郵件。反復(fù)試了7次才記起網(wǎng)站上郵箱密碼?？偹愠晒Πl(fā)送完畢，感到終于可以踏實(shí)安心不記掛了。發(fā)送成功后的0.1秒，我就關(guān)閉了郵箱。一切OVER就收尾交給明日的工作日。

其實(shí)困得不行，中途不小心瞌睡已經(jīng)睡著了。突然醒來的瞬間，只想著，這是今天給自己定的計(jì)劃。記錄完近期的點(diǎn)滴。哪怕看起來，并沒有什么新奇和特別。還是依然沒有安頓好小朋友的時(shí)間。確切說，孩子大了，不隨你了。拖拉和懶惰的毛病，其實(shí)也是我自己的毛病。還是需要努力不斷先改進(jìn)自己。有時(shí)總想著做計(jì)劃，卻發(fā)現(xiàn)有時(shí)你連系統(tǒng)規(guī)劃的時(shí)間都沒整理出來。好像都是碎片零星的時(shí)光。

想放縱睡個(gè)懶覺，不行。一切雞零雜碎和哐當(dāng)連綿，那只能是夢(mèng)中塔樓，一個(gè)眨眼化為塵埃。

既然沒有那么系統(tǒng)的時(shí)間，就想著，自己當(dāng)下能做什么，就趕緊做。不找借口，不推脫，只管先做，因?yàn)橛行┦虑?，不做，?huì)再也沒時(shí)間做，再找機(jī)會(huì)也不能保證一定會(huì)做。完成一些，心理踏實(shí)一些，不然惦記得讓人焦慮難安，怦怦亂跳的心靈無處安放。

Whenever I recalled , I?never believe and ?image how i made it. I finally persuaded my boy to accept the result if one day we will be apart from each other. Although that isn't my aim and primary choice, I felt that I was floating like a boat in the sea which has lost courage , love ability, and confidence on everything. You can't make person woke?up if he was ever lost in his long dark night. Only remain the endless nightmare and cold breath.?

Considering about too much that is from?all lovers like family members. They think you should be happily live and get along well with betrayer.Not mention about sense and sensibility.??Sounds like you hold a rope to save your life.Othewise, you will fall into the cliffs.

A hurt bird? is being trapped in a cave and can't fly out anymore. It even forgets about that it is actually a free bird who also dreams of flying back again to the sky. Then it will recover. That's also what I am expecting. No pray. Just make efforts to make it better . Although the way is full of pain, loneness, helpless, don't yeild to what you are facing. I never ever give up to make it better within my whole life.?